it's best not to read others blogs. Know what I mean? I have been struggling greatly lately with just feeling...blah. You know the feeling? Everyone calls you to talk but you don't get invited anywhere? It really stinks. Or you feel you must be the one to invite people places just to actually go somewhere? Now please do not call me and invite me somewhere this week because of this. Cuz it's my blog and I can cry if I want to.
Actually, when I get this turned into a book and give it to my kids, I want them to see that their mom struggled with the lonely feeling that they too will feel.
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been there. many times.
Blogs and facebook and all these impersonal things are hard sometimes. I struggle in the world of technology a lot. It's so impersonal and fake in some ways. We don't really know each other better by reading each others blogs and I think a lot of times it creates tension instead of closeness. I struggle with what to write on my own because I'm aware that when my life is going great someone elses might not be. Or when my life is really hard it's hard to read how wonderful everyone elses life is. I consider dropping the whole thing but then I'm left out of the loop. I think we are becoming an impersonal society. I'm sorry you are feeling down.
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